i don’t know how many times i will allow you to hurt me…i don’t think you truly mean to right now.  but you are cause i’m still in love.  so i guess i’m the dumb-ass.  when i feel like i’m moving forward….you walk back into my life and make me feel like you care.  only to push me away again.  then you are close to someone else…  she’s found you and you seem to be very happy… for some reason in my heart she’s the one…the one in your life you let get away.  maybe this is your second chance with her, at happiness.  good luck…i hope she is all that you want, you seem to still be what she wants.  i can tell she’s really really into you.  i think you can tell too. :-)  i will try my best to move forward….as i know you have. xoxo hugs…