some stuff has come to light that you have definitely moved forward…why can’t i seem to move forward and move on?  why do i still want you?  you have found someone new that you desire…and it hurts like hell.  and i can’t believe you want her…why her?  is that the type of person you truly want?  then i must not have been the right person for you from the beginning.

i need to see you for who you really are…but i think if i do that i will end up hating you.  i don’t want to have to hate you to move passed you…that’s not me.  i want to hold all the good about you and about us and cherish it.  but move forward and on. 

i don’t want to wonder about how you’re doing, about how your back is, about if your happy…i want you to be happy but i don’t want to worry about your happiness anymore or who’s making you happy….

why did you make me fall in love with you and then walk out of my life? why did you say we would be friends then drop me like i was nothing to you. all because you met her??

i want me back…the me that was before you…the me that didn’t love you…the me that was able to be happy and make others happy. i want to be whole again…why can’t i be whole again!!!!

you’ve definitely moved forward and on…good for you!