sent a text that was not meant for you…to you.  i’m so embarrassed…sorry, but i think that’s an understatement… mortified is more like it. i have no idea what was going through my friggin mind.  i didn’t even realize i sent it to you until right before your text came through.  now, i feel like whatever friendship we have or could have is totally gone.  any possibility of spending time with you…is gone.  that is not my wish but i can’t help but feel that way.

i was merely relaying my feelings to a friend.  i miss you and i miss the friendship we were having.  you have pulled back little by little, each day.  it’s been difficult to manage it so i talk it thru with my friend. i loved how you were yesterday, you were friendly and talk-a-tive and very inviting…today you pulled back and were introverted.  when i went to say bye you were very stand offish and didn’t want to talk and i just felt like i was wasting your time. i understand you were busy, you were busy yesterday too but seemed to be able to talk but today it was the exact opposite.

i just wish i could go back to that moment and realized who i was texting….UGH!!!

i’m sorry…so so sorry!!!