July 2010
5 posts
my last letter to you...
Dearest Love,
You have and will always be my exception. when we first started talking i never realized or thought we would have ended up together. it was cool to talk with you, text, confide in you, listen to you…i loved learning about your life…i loved how open you were with me. i enjoyed our talks, the laughter…just having fun with you. But after a 1 year together our time...
unreal...good luck
i don’t know how many times i will allow you to hurt me…i don’t think you truly mean to right now. but you are cause i’m still in love. so i guess i’m the dumb-ass. when i feel like i’m moving forward….you walk back into my life and make me feel like you care. only to push me away again. then you are close to someone else… she’s found you...
Caterer
dearoldlove:
You’re the one I want to cater to for the rest of my life.
why?
you confuse me soooo much…. i friggin don’t hear from you in 17 or so days…then we talk, even get told a bunch of stuff about you calling Maia, and she can send you pics. get to see you, get personal….and then nothing…you are so hot and cold… don’t know how to take it some times. i truly believe you are busy with work but your inconsistancy confuses...
Well-Hidden
dearoldlove:
I know you still love me, I just don’t know how you hide it so well.